52nd GRAMMY

First of all, i must congratulate Beyonce for grabbing 6 GRAMMYS home in one night and she is the FIRST female artist to win 6 Grammys in one night..!!

The performance? The more i see it, the more i love it. It's emotional, strong, powerful,FIERCE and of course i love the outfit. At first i was like "why did she perform this song?", but i think i know why she did this song. She always perform Single Ladies or Halo and what else could she perform that's better that If I Were A Boy?It's something different and it brings back Alanis Morrisette. Seriously, this is one of her BEST IIWAB performance and i've been seeing it on youtube everyday. Youtube is the place where i'll always be at everyday, i can't live without it.

My fiercely sizzling new phone cover!

I recieved my custom-made Sasha Fierce cover today. I ordered it a while back and i finally got it! It was posted to my home in Malaysia after i left Malaysia and then it was sent to Perth and then Melbourne. What a long journey and it's all worth it..! =D =D =D

To be honest, i feel very special having this custom-made casing. I could be the only one in Australia having this casing? Haha..Anyway, my previous BB casing is something FIERCE too! I got it when i was in Bangkok and loving it! It's a hard metallic silver casing, it's like im holding a metal phone. It looks so SASHA FIERCE..haha..You know i love anything that is shiny and metallic! Oh, and it's like Beyonce's nail too! I can't decide which one to use because i love both of them!!

The Latest look of my BB

Previous look of my BB..still loving it!!

I SO wanna have my nails done like hers!! Can't help myself for it..

What an emotional act..

This clip really touched my heart, she auditioned three times and she never give up. She said "I've seen a lot of dreams die, but i will never give up, i can't give up until i touched my dream". It's so meaningful and she got me respecting her a lot. She went through a lot, her father passed away and her daughter needed to be taken care of. Just watch the clip below and feel her emotion.

I got my internship!

The purpose of me coming back early is to find a job ASAP and it's part of my course. It's compulsory and i got to have at least 70 hours of working experience. So i researched a few designers and i called two today. One had her phone off so i tried the other one. I didn't expect they will let me talk to their designer straight away so then i did. I asked if he needs an intern and stuffs. I just got up at that time and i was a bit nervous talking to him but it was all god, he was nice. So i met him up at his working studio at 5:30pm and we had a coffee.

We chat a little and he told me that i will be working late. So i will normally starts during night time like 6pm. As i'm having my holiday so i said that's fine and i live so close to his working studio. Everything is cool so i said yeah to him and guess what? He asked if i could work today at 8pm. YES, tonight at 8! And of course i said yes, Good impression is what i've got. LOL!

My friends are working and studying, guess that i have to work hard with them as well.

=D

~May SASHA FIERCE bless me~

OMG!!

OMG..So i've been traveling around and i've been forgetting about my blog here! I am truly sorry, my BLOG!! Alright, i got back to my lovely hometown on the 1st from BKK and then i flew to Hong Kong on the 5th until the 10th and then got back to my hometown again. AND THEN i flew to Melbourne on the 14th and here i am in my another Beyonce House as what my friend TOOM calls it whenever he steps into my house here. LOL

From the moment i stepped out of the taxi, i felt excited and better i guess. Seeing Toom, Mon and Mim in front of me and "sort of" screaming my name made me smile more and i got presents from them as well! They are someone who'll be there for me whenever i needed them. I love you all!! To be honest, being here made me feel so much better. It's hard to describe the feelings, but getting away from the feelings i had back in my hometown is what i always wanted. Might call me a weirdo, but that's how it is.

My life may seem sweet but it isn't, it's another New Year so everything should be a better. I hope. It's gonna be a good good night, it's gonna be a good new year =D That's what i said to my friends recently. HAPPY NEW YEAR anyway!!

Back to Melbourne, i basically went out a lot especially during night times! To this Pub/Restaurant called Appetizer. It's basically a thai pub with AMAZING thai food and i've been drinking Red Label mixed with coke or sprite for a couple of nights. Going home late and waking up late has been my day by day routine. And now i have to start finding a job! That's the purpose of me coming back early anyway.

Please god bless me as you know i'm not an active person as in i am bad in communication, that's my biggest enemy. I'll have no idea what to say when they picked up the phone. Hello i suppose? Anyway, i will prepare myself of course!!

So my BFF, Toom is going to work tomorrow for his very FIRST time in his life. It's kind of sad for me to see him work but then everyone needs money yeah. Who doesn't? He got to work 12 hours a day which is pretty harsh but that's life. I think i'll have to get a job ASAP and work hard together! =D

ADDICTED?

When it come to addiction, i'm always addicted to perfumes/colognes, sunnies, fashion and of course BEYONCE! How could i not include Beyonce? Anyway,i never knew that i will get addicted to shoes, slippers by the way. Many designers had these fashionable, WOW slippers in their shows and i accidently fall in love with all of them! Some includes Givenchy, Balenciaga. Dior Homme and Alexander McQueen.

Here are some examples~

GIVENCHY

I'm so wanting a pair of the gold one~

ALEXANDER MCQUEEN

LIVIN' A LIE

I am actually addicted to this song called Livin' A Lie. It's a song by The Dream featuring. Rihanna. I found it very catchy and meaningful. I've been listening to this song almost every minute that i possibly can and it reminds me of something. It's only for me to know, but i can let you know that this song does make me smile and it helps me to sleep at night. Haha, hope you guys love this song.

Here's the lyric to this song

Aw, Aw, Aw, Rihanna

Ey, Ey Dreamer

Aw, Aw, Ey, Ey, Ey

I wanna tell the world that your my girl

And that i’m your man, Aw baby

And I wanna tell the world that you got me

Why can’t we be, Aw baby

I can’t put my name on your kiss

And I can’t speak your name from these lips

We froze and nobody knows

Have to walk out the room everytime you call

Tellin everybody I ain’t seen you in so long

It feels like i ain’t breathing

This feels worser than cheating

Cuz we out here livin’ a lie,

Out here livin’ a lie,

I’m out here livin’ a lie,

Why what makes you smile seem to make you cry

I’m out here livin’ a lie,

I’m out here livin’ a lie,

We out here livin’ a lie,

Behind these smiles I’m really hurting

Inside-side-side,Inside-side-side,

Inside-side-side,Inside-side-side

Everytime i wanna put us on display

Time takes a breathe, Aw Baby

I hear about other relationships that ain’t true

I wanna set it right, Aw Baby

And i can’t tell nobody how i feel, oh

And i can’t tell nobody how we is, oh

I wanna hop on the first thing smokin

Tell our agent to book us a plane

I wanna be near you

I wanna be near you too

I wanna wake up (wake up)

Right next to you baby

(refrão)

Rihanna Baby, Dream Baby

What on this circ will we do?

Assume that i’m not a sume

And everything in this world has got us crazy

I’m so through, You too?, We Alone

What the worst that could happen baby if they know?

Won’t be nothing,

Cuz your inpecable, your everything that i love

(refrão)

I wanna be with you

19th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

It's my 19th Birthday and what should i do? Guess that i will just have to wait and see how things go. So i called up my "sister" who lives in KL and she made a deal with me that she will spend her whole 27 December day with me earlier. My "sister" AKA. Sydney is actually my closest friend which we are close enough to call each other sister and brother.

Anyway, her car was eventually in the factory getting fixed so i needed my Ivy again to pick her up from Cheras. We got lost a few times and it was f**king raining, real heavy rain. I think we took 1 hour to reach there and it should usually take about 20 minutes to get there.

So after picking her up, Ivy and myself planned to have "Bah Kut Teh" earlier so we decided to go for "Bah Kut Teh" and my sister introduced us this restaurant nearby. "Bah Kut Teh" is a chinese soup popularly served in Malaysia, Singapore, China and Taiwan. This soup consists meaty pork ribs, all sort of pork meats and "internally" eg. pork stomach, simmered in a complex broth of herbs and spices for hours. Anyway, enough of the description and i got this description from Wikipedia by the way.

During our meal, my other old friend, Taro came by to join us and spent his 27th December day with us. So after our Brunch, we went to Pavillion where my sister's friends told her to go and then plan changed. She is such a busy B*TCH but i still love her. Lol. We walked around Pavillion and then we headed to One-Utama.

My friend, Sampson was there as well so all of us gathered and walked around. A while later, my sister and Sampson went off and telling me that they got something to do. I knew it's about the presents, so i said ok then we went our own way. After a while, my sister told us to meet them at this restaurant, Delicious. We went there and sat down and i totally forgot about the presents thingy.

After a while, they talked to the waitress and i asked what's going on, "Did we order other things??". They didn't say anything and i didn't ask for more. Three slices of cakes with candles came by and i was surprised. It's something simple and yet touching. That was so sweet of them and by doing this meant enough for me.

I always wanted to spend them a meal but i didn't tell them which at the end they all decided to go to this place which has a lot of the food stalls. It's something like a street food i guess, so i thought how on earth can i spend them dinner? So i talked to my sister about me wanting to spend them a meal, then she asked why should i do this? I couldn't give her an answer so i just followed what they've planned.

There were many "food stalls" there and i couldn't think of what to eat! When it comes to decision, it always frustrate me! I hate making decision and i can spend hours on making ONE decision. Anyhow, i ordered few plates of food and my sister got these crazy sausages and she ordered few "SUPER SPICY" sausages. All of them had one bite and they regretted. They made me to have one bite so i did and it was a TINY bite. It's tiny enough to burn my whole tongue, my throat and even my stomach, thats how spicy it was. They just kept laughing at me and Sampson has pretty good skills on persuading me to have this bite plus he's one of the nicest, friendliest, funniest friend i could have.

That's how i celebrated my 19th birthday and please do enjoy these pictures~

Taro, Sampson, Ivy, Birthday Boy, My sister, Derek

19th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION-COUNTING DOWN

To be honest, i didn't do anything special and over the top on my birthday. Everything was very simple and different from those years i had. Everyone may thought i would be celebrating at the clubs or birthday party, but nah, i didn't celebrate my 19th birthday this way.

With my birthday count down, i was at The Curve with Ivy and i called 3 of my old friends out. So Ivy and myself got there at 11pm and we walked around and we took some photos. so we both waited for them and they were sort of late. It was 12am and i had my first 19th years old moment with Ivy and no one else. I didn't even know it was 12am until Ivy screamed "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" beside me. So we waited again and they got here at 12:45am which was pretty upsetting but as i said, i just wanted to enjoy the trip and their excuses were accepted. During our wait, i was wondering how many birthday messages will i receive. I received 2, that's all i had. But when i got home, i had alot more on my facebook. Before, i would celebrate my birthday with alot of my friends and throw a huge party, this year is something different and simple. "Simpler is the best"

When my friends arrived, we decided to "yum cha" and that was how i celebrated my first 19th birthday moment and i ain't at the clubs dancing wildly. lol

After that, ivy and i went back home and i had a shower. when i finished and opened the door, outside was pitch black and then i saw a cake with candles and Ivy screamed at me again saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!". Ivy did it again for me by surprising me and made my smile even bigger. I recieved presents too! I got this mini photo album from Ivy and Pearly and then i had this King Crown and Ivy made me to wear it and pose for the camera. It was a fun night~

One shot from The Curve

SURPRISE!!

CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION

So it's Christmas eve, how did i celebrate it? I spend most of my time with Ivy so i followed how she would celebrate Christmas. First, on the 24th night we had our christmas eve dinner at a restaurant called BISTRO with her friends. I knew none of them but i still had a great time with all of them. After dinner, we went to a club called M.O.S at Sunway and it took us about 30 mins to 1 hour to reach there due to the BAD traffic! We got to the club at about 11pm and then we counted down inside the club without seeing the fireworks outside.

We stayed there till the club closes at 3am and all of us were exhausted. Thats how we celebrated Christmas with me having a bad headache. Thanks to the alcohol i had and this is why i don't drink and i hate alcohol. I really do, i hate the taste of it and alcohol always left me wonder why would someone get obsessed with it. Maybe i am this awkward, weird teenager but that's the truth. My parents shall be proud that i don't club and drink? haha

24th Dec 2009-1st Jan 2010

In this period of time, i was away to spend my Christmas, Birthday and New Year. It was my first time celebrating these 3 days away from home. Now that i am back to Sandakan, my boring moments start again. Guess that i will have to get used to this.

So first i went to Kl on the 24th to spend my christmas and birthday and then on the 28th, i flew to Bangkok, Thailand to celebrate New Year! This trip was somehow simple and yet fun. Somehow i let myself go and enjoy myself.

More posts will be coming about how i spent these special days.